Alrighty so it has been forever and a day since I have written on here. I don't think anyone really ever reads this anyways so I don't guess it really matters that I haven't written in a million years. But anywho, life has been rather exciting these past few weeks. Third Grade was so amazing, thursday was my last day of student teaching and I already miss my kids. They are so sweet. I promised them I would come back for a visist sometime but track and field day for sure. Thursday night I went to a job fair here in town and there were all the elementary schools, middle schools and high schools there. It was huge. Kinda intimidating walking up to all the principals and introducing yourself. Funny story though...I was standing in a line to wait to meet the principal of this one particular school went I turn my head to look at another line. There shaking people's hands and talking to other people about potential jobs is the lady who student taught in my class whenever I was in 5th grade. It was so much fun getting to go talk to her. She was so excited to see me and actually remembered me. I got to share with her about myself, which made it much much easier and told me about her school and everything. Talk about small world. She is now the assistant principal at one of the elementary schools here.
The whole being out in the real world thing, graduating in less than a month thing is kinda scary and overwhelming. I know that God already has a classroom picked out for me and that he already knows the names of each child that will be in my class, but just thinking about it is very very overwhelming. Exciting but scary all at the same time.
Well, I can't really think of anything more to say other than I will leave you with a question I have really been struggling with lately. It's not a spiritual deep question...just a thought that has crossed my mind alot lately since I have been trying to make a list of people from here that I am supposed to invite to this graduation party my parents are having for me.
Ok so here it is. If you were not really friends with someone anymore, would want an invitiation to a party they were having knowing that is was only extended to you out of guilt/obligation? OR would you rather just not be invitited at all because you know that the person is not trying to be fake and act like they are your best friend?
Sounds kinda mean and superficial I know but I've been asking myself that all week and haven't really come up with an answer. What are your thoughts? Love ya guys!!  | 
